WASTELAND PART TWO

                                                            Teenage Wasteland?


Even though the two movies I discuss in this section came out two decades apart, both have the same theme, the aftermath of a school shooting. The 1999 tragedy at Columbine High School is regarded as the catalyst for what has become a nationwide nightmare. The first modern school shooting occurred at Grover Cleveland Elementary School on Monday, January 29, 1979, in San Diego, California. On that morning sixteen-year-old Brenda Spencer shot and killed two adults and wounded one police officer and seven students under the age of thirteen. While data reveal that school shootings date back to the 1800s, prior to 1979 most killers were males who had personal grudges or gang members fighting over territory. The 1979 shooting differed because it was committed by a girl who targeted strangers, an act that she ambiguously explained with the incomprehensible statement, “I don’t like Mondays.”

At the time, Bob Geldof of the Irish band The Boomtown Rats tried to cash in on the tragedy by writing a song about it and some years later a Japanese rock band named itself “I Don’t Like Mondays.” Since I consider both acts appalling, I did not include links to either of them. I have, however, provided a link to an Amazon documentary from 2006 that contains interviews with Brenda, her parents, and several of the people involved in the incident, including some of the victims. Nowadays, most of what is known about the tragedy can found in a book by N. Leigh Hunt entitled I Don’t Like Mondays: The True Story Behind America’s First Modern Day Shooting which was published in 2022. Although he offers an in-depth retelling of the event, including details not previously revealed, Hunt was not able to provide a definitive explanation of what caused Brenda to do what she did.

Cleveland Elementary School shooting (San Diego) - Wikipedia

List of school shootings in the United States (before 2000) - Wikipedia

Watch I Don't Like Mondays | Prime Video

 

Home Room 2002

This movie was produced, written, and directed by Paul F. Ryan. In 1998 Ryan and fellow student Jason Ensler won the Viewers Choice Award and the Best Student Film Award at the Temecula Valley Internation Film festival for their short subject The List. The film, which has an overall score of 80% on IMDB, is a fictional tale about residents of a senior living facility that start their own rock and roll band. The only other information I could find about Mr. Ryan is that Home Room is his only full-length feature and that he lectures at the Lawrence and Kristina Dodge College of Film and Media Arts of Chapman University in Orange, California. If you want to do further research on him, be warned: there are two Paul F. Ryans associated with the entertainment industry and most of the information is about a man who was born in the 1940s and did a lot of work for television. Paul F. Ryan, who wrote and produced Home Room, however, is younger and never worked on TV.

The plot of the film focuses on Deanna Cartwright (Erika Christensen),  the only surviving victim of a school shooting, Alicia Browning (Busy Phillips), a loner who was acquainted with the shooter (Benny?), and Detective Martin Van Zandt (Victor Garber) who is tasked with figuring out how the tragedy unfolded and why. All three of these actors have enjoyed successful careers, but when the movie was made, they were just getting started. Aside from playing Caroline Wakefield in the full-feature film Traffic, Erika primarily made guest appearances on various television series. Busy had never appeared in a movie and was best known for being part of the main cast of Freaks and Geeks where she acted alongside James Franco, Seth Rogan, and Jason Segal. Lastly, after portraying Jesus Christ in the film adaptation of Godspell, Victor Garber had primarily appeared in made-for-television movies.

The story opens with the sound of sirens, gunshots, and helicopter blades before zooming in on a member of the Swat team stepping over bullet shells before collapsing to the floor. Meanwhile, an understandably shaken police detective Van Zandt enters a classroom to peruse what is now a crime scene. Five hours later they are back at the police station interviewing students where officers reveal that along with murdering six of his classmates, the “boy” also assassinated his parents and put two more kids in the hospital. Detective Van Zandt and his assistant Detective McReady (Raphael Sbarge) decide to question Alicia Browning because she officers saw her standing next to the shooter and some of the students say they were friends.

Alicia looks like someone who would hang out with an assassin. Her nose is pierced, she is wearing a safety pin in one ear, her hair and makeup are black, and she refuses to talk unless somebody gives her a cigarette. Thus far, Van Zandt has only been able to learn that the shooter was a good student who didn’t start fights so to coerce Alicia into telling him more, the detective reminds her that she has a record for shoplifting and he can use it to prevent her graduating if she doesn’t talk. Rather than being intimidated, however, Alicia only comments cryptically, “Bullies have to graduate so they can become police officers” insinuating that Detective Van Zandt is the type of person who tortures people to get what he wants.

Ignoring her insult, Van Zandt continues by asking if she knew what the shooter was planning beforehand, to which she simply responds, “No.” Although he doesn’t believe it, he lets her go for the present then informs Detective McReady, who thinks Van Zandt is being too hard on the girl, that she stole his lighter. What McReady does not realize is that his boss is being pressured by their captain to solve the case quickly and needs to find out everything about the shooting as soon as possible. Meanwhile, Alicia goes home where her disabled father tries to find out how she is doing. She reassures him that she is okay then goes into the bathroom to shower away the blood that covers her body and saturates her hair.

Twelve days later, Alicia, now a platinum blonde, shows up at the school. Unable to believe that she’ there, Principal Robbins (James Pickens, Jr) tells her that the school is still closed. Not seeming to understand, Alicia explains that she needs to go the library to study because she is already a year behind and must graduate in the spring. He refuses to be swayed, however, and she becomes upset, yelling, “What the f--- am I supposed to do all day?” before stomping away. A few hours later two policemen show up at her house. Explaining that the principal sent them, they take Alicia to a church where students and victims’ families are gathered. As she walks in, her classmates turn and start whispering to one another, watching her with sidelong glances. When a victim’s mother and father run up to her begging for information because the other kids will not talk to them, Alicia leaves. However, Principal Robbins stops her and offers to drive her to the hospital so she can visit Deanna, who the other kids have been avoiding. Realizing that his offer is a demand, she relents.

When Alicia enters Deanna’s room, she sees a girl with one side of her head shaved, surrounded by a plethora of flowers and stuffed animals, who is inappropriately lighthearted and chatty. Disgusted with the whole gambit, Alicia turns around and leaves only to encounter Principal Robbins waiting for her outside. Noting that she only spent four minutes with Deanna, he threatens to keep her from graduating if she does not go back inside and pretend to visit. Meanwhile, back at the school the detectives peruse the school’s yearbooks to learn more about their reluctant witness. What they discover is that before her gap year, Alicia looked like all the other kids which makes them wonder whether whatever changed her in the past might have led her to participate in a shooting in the present.

Although she is glad to have company, Deanna is not easy to be around because she brags constantly about her intelligence, excellent grades, and academically superior friends. Ironically, even though she has fully recovered physically, she cannot leave the hospital because she suffers from “repressed memory anxiety.” Since they think their daughter is out of the woods, her parents have virtually abandoned her, leaving Deanna to recover on her own by watching television and taking medication. As the afternoon drifts toward evening however, her symptoms start to reveal themselves and she becomes noticeably agitated, finally confessing to Alicia that she is “dying inside.” Troubled by the girl’s emotional fragility, Alicia, who is not as hard-hearted as she pretends to be, returns the next day voluntarily.

The girls talk about various things before the topic turns to boys and smoking. Alicia swears that “boys like girls who smoke because they are easy” to which Deanna, who is not as naïve as she pretends, retorts that Alicia is anything but easy. Then she asks, “How do you stay so detached from this…you haven’t missed a beat” which Alicia ignores. As evening approaches Danna begs her to stay just until Leno goes off the air, because even though she cannot remember the shooting, she is unable to sleep because of it. Noting that the girl has not received so much as a phone call all day, Alicia agrees and soon both girls fall asleep. When a nightmare wakens Deanna, she decides to make Alicia more comfortable by removing the gloves and notices angry red scars on her wrists.

Despite their glaring differences, the girls begin to bond, so when Deanna’s parents show up to urge her to spy for the police and find out what Alicia knew of the shooter’s plans, she resists. She even defies Detective Van Zandt’s manipulative request to at least help the other victims’ families. Unwilling to do betray Alicia, however, Deanna decides to foil the plan by telling Alica to leave and never come back. Offended, Alicia flees, but after thinking about it, she realizes that something is not right. She sneaks back to the hospital and finds Deanna outside, holding a syringe of potassium chloride and trying to get up the nerve to inject the poison into her vein. When Alicia confronts her, Deanna admits that she cannot cope with memories of the shooting and that the pain is killing her. To her dismay, rather than sympathizing, Alicia retorts, “Good, it hurts because it is supposed to. What would it say about you if it didn’t?” She offers to trade Deanna a special gift in exchange for the syringe, and because she trusts Alicia, Deanna agrees. However, Alicia’s surprise is a visit to the morgue to show Deanna what death really is. She points out that being dead is not only freedom from pain, or anger, or violence, but is a total absence of feeling anything. In other words, Deanna should appreciate the fact that she is still alive.

A few weeks after Deanna is discharged from the hospital, Detective Van Zandt arranges a meeting for the students in one of the classrooms. I am stopping here because this scene explains critical things about Alicia and the shooting itself. If you want to learn how the story ends, you really need to watch the movie. It is not streaming on any of the usual services, but you can find it online for free. I have included a link that worked for me and hopefully is still good. If you like it enough to own it, you can also buy it for a reasonable price.

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The Fallout 2022

Twenty years later, in response to the countless school shootings that had occurred in the United States since Home Room was released, Canadian actress Megan Park wrote and directed The Fallout which also recounts the aftermath of a school shooting. Born in 1986, Megan began acting in small roles when she was six years old and by her early twenties had played parts in several television shows. She also appeared in quite a few made-for TV movies, and some lesser-known full length films. Then when she was twenty-six Megan began to direct music videos and write and direct her own short films. Her first full length feature The Fallout was nominated as one of the best streaming movies of 2021 and earned her an award for best director. Further, the film’s star Jenna Ortega (who you might recognize as Wednesday Addams in the Netflix series Wednesday) was nominated for her acting. Although it contains gun violence, rough language, and substance abuse The Fallout earned a respectable 70% on IMDB.com.

The movie opens on the Cavell house, a comfortable home in a nice working-class neighborhood where sixteen-year-old Vada (Jenna Ortega) and her younger sister Amelia (Lumi Pollack) live with their parents, Carlos and Patricia (John Ortiz and Julie Bowen). Like most days, Vada rides to school with her best friend Nick (Will Ropp) where they enjoy talking about school, music, and other innocuous stuff. However, Vada is more than just silly and sarcastic. Despite her critical commentaries about teachers and casual wardrobe of baggy shorts, oversized t-shirts, and retro Nike sneakers, Vada is an insightful student who takes her education seriously. Family is also important to her, and when she gets a 911 text from her sister, she requests permission to go to the bathroom so she can find out what is going on. Fortunately, Amelia’s emergency is just finding out what to do about her first period.

After giving Amelia some sisterly advice, Vada ends the call and goes into the bathroom where stylish Mia Reed (Maddie Zielgler), who is famous at the school for her dance videos, is standing in front of the mirror applying makeup. Suddenly, the girls hear shots, and thinking quickly, Vada pulls Mia into one of the stalls. They climb onto the toilet seat so their feet cannot be seen, and struggle to stay quiet. Someone enters the room, runs into the stall next to them, then terrifies them by crawling under the dividing wall. Fortunately, it is only Quinton Hasland (Niles Fitch). Ordinarily a chill person, he is uncharacteristically shaking and covered in blood. When the girls ask him if he is hurt, he says the blood is his brother’s. Soon they hear police sirens screaming outside and officers storming up the hall commanding someone to drop a weapon. The shooting resumes for a few seconds, then all is quiet and the emergency is over.

Back at home, Vada evades answering her family’s questions about the tragedy by hiding in her bedroom and texting Mia. Mia explains that her dads, who are artists, are in Japan on business and she is alone. Learning this, Vada leaves her phone on in case Mia needs to reach out. As the days pass, the shooting has unexpected impacts on everyone in Vada’s life. Nick decides to start a movement to stop school violence, Quinton, whose brother died, keeps himself available for his devastated parents, and Vada’s mother hovers constantly, unconvinced that her daughter is okay. Vada says she is fine, unwilling to reveal the bad dreams that shake her awake every time she falls asleep.

The first time Vada goes to Mia’s house, Mia pretends she has not been standing by the door waiting for Vada to arrive, and Vada acts silly to pretend that she is comfortable. The girls’ awkwardness is understandable because they are strangers who come from diverse backgrounds. Mia, an only child with wealthy fathers, lives in a large house tastefully decorated with expensive furnishings including original artwork. Since she spends most of her time alone, Mia appears more mature and worldly than Vada, but she nevertheless has been affected by the shooting. Rather than being plagued by nightmares like Vada, however, Mia cannot sleep at all. She finally asks Vada to stay until she falls asleep, and even though it means risking her mother’s ire by being out so late, Vada agrees. In return, when she notices that Vada is uncomfortable going to Quinton’s brother’s funeral, Mia offers to go with her. Eventually, Vada will go to every victim’s memorial and carefully tuck each of the memorials’ programs into a special box.

For the first couple of weeks after the shooting, Vada’s mom agrees to let her stay home if she goes to see the school therapist Anna (Shailene Woodley). Vada goes but does not benefit from it because she is not honest. She says she sleeps fourteen hours a night rather than revealing that she is plagues by nightmares, and even though she still hasn’t returned to class she insists that she is fine because she’s “really good at managing (her) emotions… (and is) very chill, a very low-key person.”  At no time does she admit that she takes so many baths so she can cry in secret. Doubtful, Anna attempts to uncover the truth by giving her a worksheet to write down her feelings.

Even though she is always leaned on her family and Nick for support, after the shooting Vada primarily socializes with Quinton and Mia. In fact, she frequently goes to Mia’s house because there are not any nosy parents there. Meanwhile, she keeps her mother in the dark, not even revealing that she has new friends or what they do all day. Finally, concerned about the changes she sees in her daughter, Patricia tells Vada that it is time to go back to school in hopes that life will resume some semblance of normalcy. Of course, Vada knows that is not possible because nothing will ever be the same again, but she cannot tell her mother that without revealing how badly the shooting affected her, so she obeys.

Just as she suspected, when she walks into the building everything is different. There are security personnel who scan students for weapons, and classes that focus on what to do if there is an active shooter. Still suffering from PTSD, Vada cannot even go into the bathroom, and loud noises throw her into a panic. She tries to relieve the tension by buying some Ecstasy, which renders her unable to function. So, she hides out at Mia’s drinking and experimenting sexually, then turns around and freaks Quinton out by attempting to make out with him.

In contrast, Vada is barley able to relate to the people to whom she has always been closest. She disrespects her parents and sister and avoids Nick, who was her best friend until the shooting occurred. When he confronts her about it, she tries to explain “that she feels like she’s drowning” in the aftershock of the trauma and is dealing with things in her own way. Fed up, Nick responds, “you have not dealt with anything. That is the problem.” She walks out in a huff and gets hold of Quinton who she thinks will understand what she means when she says she feels “numb. He empathizes but rather than allowing himself to become paralyzed by what happened, he is trying to find something useful in it, “I think about how this can’t be for nothing.”

Finally, when Vada’s sister Amelia apologizes for sending the text that put Vada in harm’s way, Vada realizes that people have been treading lightly with her because they think she blames them for what happened. This encourages her to examine her emotions and talk about how she feels. She begins with her father, confiding that that she does not know what is wrong with her, “I feel so empty.” In turn he helps her process her emotions by vocalizing her hatred for the shooter, (Matt Corrigan?), who has made her afraid to do anything including sleeping or going to school. Once she can voice the feelings that she has been denying exist, Vada begins to heal.

At her next appointment with Anna Vada tells the truth, expressing her admiration for Nick’s dedication to making things better, and her regret that the shooting caused their friendship to end. Revealing that her strongest emotion is rage at the senselessness of her classmates’ deaths, she now understands that her denial has been blocking her recovery, finally admitting, “I’m having a really hard time moving on.” She goes one step further by telling her family the things she has been hiding from them, most importantly her relationship with Mia. However, she does not clarify what will happen between her and Quinton, possibly because she does not know.

 

Summary

I found it interesting that these two movies had such striking similarities. Alicia and Vada are both social outsiders who refuse to conform to social norms. Both pretend that they are ‘fine’ when they are falling apart while at the same time providing emotional support to others. Likewise, Deanna and Mia are both pretenders. They should be popular because they have the accoutrements of wealth and privilege: sumptuous homes, expensive wardrobes, good grades, and bright futures, but it is a façade. Their families are too busy for them, and they do not have any friends. None of Deanna’s classmates ever come to the hospital to visit, and none of Mia’s classmates ever call or come by her house. It is Alicia and Vada who have the support they need to weather their traumas. On the other hand, Deanna is trapped in the hospital because she is too emotionally fragile to be discharged and Mia is a prisoner inside her sumptuous house because she is terrified of going outside.

In fact, these stories are so similar that I wondered if Megan Park was influenced by Home Room, or whether both writers crafted stories that they felt reflected reality. For instance, making the main characters female allows for a deeper understanding of their emotions because in our society females are more likely to turn inward when faced with a crisis. In Home Room, Paul Ryan attacks the problem by making the victims exclusively female. Park, however, lightly dips into the gender issue by including Quinton who uses his brother’s loss to look for meaning in the tragedy and Nick who takes a more typical masculine stance by turning his understandable rage into action.

Megan Park interview: 'The Fallout' writer and director

 

Discussion

One of the least understood elements of school shootings is who the victims are. In general, homicide perpetrators and victims tend to be male. However, in the case of serial murder although 97% of the murderers are male, over 60% of the victims are female. School shootings, however, are classified as mass killings; are their characteristics more like typical homicides, serial killings, or something else? A mass killing is defined as an event that occurs in one place where more than two people are wounded. There is plenty of data about mass shootings including location (twenty-four percent occur in schools), number of victims, and even the peak time of day, which happens to be late morning. Perpetrators are highly likely to be male (96%), somewhat likely to be white (54%), and in the case of school shootings, tend to be of school age (12-18). However, there has been little information collected regarding victims’ gender. Is there a trend in who school shooters target?

 

Details about School Shootings

One such study conducted by Johnson, Lipp, Corbett-Hone, and Langman did look at victims’ sex. They used data from fifty-four shootings that took place in the United States, Canada, Finland, Germany, Brazil, Scottland, and Ukraine and the authors published their findings in Psychology of Men and Masculinities magazine in 2024. The results suggested that more than fifty percent of school shooters had histories of violence against women (VAW). While many of their targets were strangers or acquaintances who had either ignored or rejected them, others were family members like mothers and sisters. Perpetrators who attacked females before the school shooting had behaved negatively toward them in the form of stalking, sexual harassment, or death threats. On the day of the shootings, fifty-two percent of the perpetrators purposefully targeted not only girls with whom they had negative histories, but females in general. Thus, in Home Room when Deanna comments that the shooter wounded her accidentally and Alicia tells her that in fact, he aimed at her specifically, the story rings true because it was not an accident that Deanna was wounded, but that she survived.

 Mass shootings in the US: Fast facts | CNN

Mass shooting | Definition, Statistics, Weapons, & Locations | Britannica

How Common Are Female School Shooters?

School shootings in the United States - statistics & facts | Statista

Not so Random Acts of Violence: Shared Social-Ecological Features of Violence Against Women and School Shootings

 

Tying it all together – T.S. Eliot and The Who


The Waste Land 1922

Artists became concerned with the social impact of modernization early in the Twentieth Century, after the First World War. In 1922 T.S. Elliot published “The Waste Land” one of the most well-known and complex poems in the English language. The poem is an extremely intricate piece of literature that utilized complicated imagery and drew on various sources of ancient mythology to describe the damage caused by the war. “The central message of “The Waste Land” is the profound spiritual and cultural decay of post-World War I Europe, a civilization suffering from a loss of meaning, faith, and connection to its past.” (What is the main message of “The Waste” ? By Warren Boutin / August 8, 2025).

It is beyond the scope of this post to explain the poem, even if I could, which I cannot. However, I included a link to a good summary which you can read. Here it is sufficient to note that the epic piece dealt with the loss of innocence that the war wrought. Another example of this theme can be found in W. Somerset Maugham’s novel The Razor’s Edge (1944), where his protagonist Larry Darrel is traumatized by his experiences in the field. It is one of my favorite novels and has been adapted into a couple films. I prefer the 1984 version starring Bill Murray who does an outstanding job.

The Waste Land by T. S. Eliot

What is the main message of "The Waste" ? - Scifi Dimensions

 

Baba O’Reilly 1971

A later example of art which examined the impact of modernization on civilization was Pete Townshend’s unfinished rock opera Lifehouse. Following his success with the rock opera Tommy, Townshend began crafting a story about people overcoming the emotional vacuum that technology has caused through the medium of rock and roll. Although some songs became popular, “Baba O’Reily” best describes this futuristic culture, which he calls a teenage wasteland. The lyrics end with the sobering thought that all modern youth is “wasted!” I included a link to the song, but if you are interested in hearing a rough draft of the entire rock opera, it is on Spotify.

Baba O'Riley Meaning

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Figuring it out – Emile Durkheim and Karl Marx

In the late nineteenth century Emile Durkheim invented a new way to study social phenomena using the scientific method. He called it Sociology. His approach involved gathering empirical data then analyzing them objectively. His primary objective was to   explain anomalous social behaviors like suicide and crime which he believed resulted not from flawed actors, but from flawed social structures. Thus, he argued that current social problems arose when communities changed from agrarian where people had similar occupations, religions, and family dynamics to modern that provided them with options in these areas. Because Durkheim acknowledged that people benefited from the freedom to decide, he thought sometimes they became disconnected from the social milieu that caused them to experience a state of Anomie or “normlessness.”  In the most extreme cases, people expressed their lack of social attachment through criminal behavior or suicide. He sought to resolve this dilemma by suggesting that modern businesses form “occupational groups” to restore a sense of community,

“When this regulation of the individual is upset so that his horizon is broadened beyond what he can endure, or contrariwise contracted unduly, conditions for anomic suicide tend toward a maximum.”

Suicide by Émile Durkheim | Summary, Quotes, FAQ, Audio

Anomie Theory in Sociology

Although Durkheim was a structural functionalist who thought the social structure benefited people, he was influenced by Karl Marx, a conflict theorist who believed that societies with capitalistic structures alienated citizens. He believed this occurred because privately owned companies were only interested in profit and made people work in a way that benefited them. Thus, unlike Durkheim, Marx thought the social structure alienated people from their work and their coworkers, and they could not be happy until they were able to choose what they did and how they did it.

“In communist society, where nobody has one exclusive sphere of activity but each can become accomplished in any branch he wishes, society regulates the general production and thus makes it possible for me to do one thing today and another tomorrow, to hunt in the morning, fish in the afternoon, rear cattle in the evening, criticise after dinner, just as I have a mind, without ever becoming hunter, fisherman, herdsman or critic.”

Marx's Theory of Alienation In Sociology

Thus, the people who wrote and produced the movies discussed in this series are concerned with the social problems in our society. Whether those problems arise from anomie, alienation, or something else, and whether the solution to these problems is to adjust, replace, or demolish the social structure, something needs to happen. There are a startling number of suicides and school shootings in our country and that cannot be just because there are so many bad people.

 

 

Right now, the free link to see Home Room is still working. Just scroll past the introduction in Spanish, to find the movie, which is in English. Ryan won awards for the film at a couple of the smaller film festivals, and considering the sobering topic, the movie’s ratings are decent. The overall score on IMDB is 71%, and the audience score on Rotten Tomatoes is even higher, 78%. If you decide you want to own the movie you can buy the DVD new on Amazon for $35 or get it used on eBay for as little as ten bucks.  

Although the topic is the same, The Fallout enjoyed more success than Homeroom. Megan Parks won three awards for narrative and directing, and Jenna won for her acting. Even though the overall rating on IMDB was only 70%, Rotten Tomatoes’ critics and the audience were both impressed with the movie, 90% and 83%, respectively. Right now, if you have HBO Max, you can stream it for free, otherwise it will cost $11 or more to rent it, so you may want to buy it. Even though Amazon Prime does not have any DVDs right now, a seller on eBay has them for around $25. Just be sure you get the one with two girls on the cover because there are other DVDs with the same name.

I have not decided what I am going to do next, so I will just say hasta luego.


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